Fucking depression sucks

Everyday I see my self slipping back and I’ve been getting worse and worse for months now. I don’t know what to do with myself. It’s currently 2pm and I haven’t left my bed. I tried to get up but just came crawling back. I ha ent drawn in months, I don’t just cry a little when I cry I lose myself and do stupid shit. I’ve punched walls m, hurt myself pulled out my hair and cut off my hair one night.

Some days I’m great though some days I’m happy, just there becoming a rarity. I really don’t know what to do and how to get back into the swing of things. Just this blog isn’t dead I will return once I know how. I think this post may be a good start but we shall see.


Draxxor