Hi my names Draxxor and im kinda friendly so why not come say hi.~Characters~ i have three chracters and there all kind of extentions of a personality i had at the time they where created, some you may not see as im not that person anymore and its hard to realte to the character but i will never remove them as that would be like throwing a part of you away. A part of you which made you who you are today. So i started this blog with a mlp alcholic called Draxxor she was called this as its a real life internet nick name which ive had for years (before tumblr). Next came DB Rabbit she became my first fursona, and while i love the charcter she dosnt represent who i am anymore while in suit i lose touch and dont act the same as i portray her in the art, which brings me to one i can portray. Hopefully you will find out more soon.
Through the nights I think, I ponder and argue with myself, my mind and the meaning of it.
I have come to the conclusion we are three parts to make a human.
Those parts are, The soul, The mind and The body
THE SOUL
It is what makes us live, what makes us do the things we do, it is us and everything that is us in the ethereal sense. The thing that inhabits the body that we interact with the world around us, it is a part of the body and the body is a part of our soul, and yet the soul is not influenced by the body, nor the body by the soul, it is a way of being, it is what we have inside us and what we can explain for hours upon hours and never fully define it.
It is who you truly are when the field is level and everything is settled, what makes you do that deed that does not benefit yourself, the sense of adventure and interest in the unknown, and to learn, to see and understand the world you are interacting in. It is what makes you move forward and have small spurts of actions that seems unconscious to yourself.
The sense of relaxing and feeling of peace, the feeling of goosebumps across your skin and sense of purpose and meaning that fills you up inside, the fire that burns inside your chest and makes you take that extra step or the first, on an adventure in the world around us.
The soul is so hard to define, and so beautiful in its own way, unknown and unseen, it is a part of every living creature of the world.
THE MIND
A fleshy ball of unknown power that resides so much knowledge and talent of undiscovered proportions. It houses the consciousness of us and is what we use to think and feel with, it has it’s connections and evolution that make who we are, genetics and physics, the passage of time, all these things are inside this grayish pink blob, and inside it is our mind, or the creation of it, as how it works is different to each individual, to either think in letters, images or voices, it is there and it works for us.
It is complex and incredible, and such effectiveness in power and usage of electricity is staggering, no computer in the world have gotten close, and will most likely never get to the size nor the speed of its processing power, and we each have our own to use.
It controls the body that we use to interact with, hormones and feelings, thoughts and associations, we have them all in our mind, as we feel and live, we gain experiences and memories that we keep in there, we access them and can sometimes recall smells, feelings of warmth of safety as well as all the other ones, of any range, as it is how we learn and survive.
How the mind works is wondrous, and I think it is a part of the soul, and the soul a part of it, influencing it to feel and care, to love and hate, to learn and forget, we have thoughts in our mind that come and go, and some few have the innate ability to influence themselves through thinking simple thoughts, from happiness to sadness.
Tho not every mind is the same, and some genetic defects, viruses or damages change the way it works, but there is still a living creature, no matter the way it works, and each have their right to live and be loved in the world we are in.
THE BODY
Where all our work comes down to, our thoughts and emotions, what the soul have influenced and the mind created, our body works the orders. As each soul and mind is complex and different, our bodies will not be the same either. As simple things as color and sex to allergies and reactions to the world, and how we receive the information around us, our eyes look, our hands and touch, our body feels and reacts to the stimuli of the ever working world around us.
We walk and talk, interacting with each other and with the inanimate world of chairs and buildings, cars and trees, each thing in the world we have ever seen, smelt, felt or thought about, it comes from the world around us, the soul spurring us for adventure and knowing more, it is what we are made for, the reason to live is to simply live and experience life, we are humans, each and every one of us, no matter the shape or thoughts in our heads.
Our bodies change and grow old, a part of evolution and time, we age as we go and experience many things through our lives, and may it be good or bad, we are still the same, human.
A few words.
We have in our lives experienced a lot of things, good and bad, but we must never forget we are not only humans, but created by the cosmos, what lives in each cell, the particles of matter that make us, it is among the stars as well, suns that shine, we are a part of it, and as each of us has a soul that makes us alive, a mind that makes us think and a body that makes us work, we are our own little universe, we are complex and incredible, with talent and untold possibilities ahead of us, if we only dare to act.
I love to be positive and encourage those who dare try new things, artists of any sort and each adventurer that wishes to learn, do what makes you feel great about yourselves, as the whole world might be large and intimidating, people watching and judging, the only person that matters the most to you, is yourself, to make yourself happy is important, because it is your own universe that you’re taking care of, as your own god, you can create or destroy, you can love yourself or hate yourself.
Tho remember, there are people who love you, even if they’ve never gotten the chance to meet you, and they will always care to know you are safe, even if the dark seas seem endless, there are lighthouses there, eager to shine their light to show where the shores of safety is and warn against dangerous waters.
Love yourself, you are important and a wondrous gem that this world will never see the like of again, so shine and know you are loved.
This is very thought provoking and if you all have some spare time. Give it a read. I myself have been talking to grey for the past half hour or so because I love this sort of stuff and it’s very interesting. Any feed back would be amazing and I bet he would love to hear your thoughts on the matter :) also give this blog a follow because it take a lot of effort to even think of this stuff never mind managing to get it down on paper.
